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Just One Second MoreMixed emotions
Irritating words my chest feels crushed
My mind feels cluttered
Red stains my cheeks
It's just a phase
No need to scratch those itchy wrists
The blade so tempting
Calling sweetly to my name
The beckoning of smooth cool metal on skin
The shine of it is yelling
To feel my warm skin
Feel the groves of my wrists
Just once I'll give into temptation
Stop the chaos
It all comes to a halt
Just one second more
I Love YouMy voice is quite yet you can still hear me
My heart is weak yet you make it beat harder than a drum
My face is cold yet you make me blush
My throat grows dry
My fingers tremble
What should I do?
I know how to speak but not the three words that matter most
For those words have hurt me in the worst way before
I know the pain yet I continue admiring you
You come to say hi
My mouth opens yet no words ever come out.
I stutter each time your around
I see your warm soft face and I forget my own surroundings
No matter how much I deny it or how much it hurts
I have to say those three painful words
I love you
Love...?Soft flowing brown hair
Moving in the warm breeze.
My heart skips a beat
Deep brown eyes looking back at me
The sun adding more power and depth into the deep pools
Lightning hits every nerve in my body when those endless pools look at me.
An addicting smile flash at me
The last blow that makes my body go numb my background becomes hazy
The more his smile is set upon me the more my heart feels like it's going to explode
Is this love?
Is this meant to be?
When I look at him and that smile I pray to God that this is
I'm in love
With this feeling
Bleeding HeartOh my darling you disappeared from me
Out of my hands and faded away
How could you just leave without a thought of mercy?
I lie on the floor my heart bleeding on to the tile.
I search the strength to get up and walk away.
Your image appears before me
As if to plead me to wait for you my prince
To save the princess from the evil queen and awaken her long sleep.
I wait a little longer praying to God to guide you my way.
I bleed on and on.
When will the hold you have on me break?
Your cruel you hold my heart
Never hold me to keep safe in your arms
You watch me bleed knowing what cruelty your doing
I watch in envy of what others have
Wishing to have the same, but
Knowing that I never will
I want to awaken from this night mare
I watch in helplessness as my love is in another's arms
Happy faces float by
Never watching or stopping to notice the bleeding girl
Am I just a ghost?
A simple fragment of your imagination?
Catch me my love and hold me till my heart stops it's wretched beating.
One Thing I Wish to CarryIn my bag there are pencils, pens, and books. I carry my bag full of little trinkets, such as magic cards. The illusion fascinates me.
I carry my pencils, that allow my ideas, thoughts, and visions to become tangible. Allowing me to hold, cherish, and eventually destroy. Never allow them to fly out of my reach.
I carry my heart shaped stone. As if someone molded Jell-O into a soft blown up heart and froze it still.
I want to throw the stone out a window and watch it shatter to pieces. I want to hold it and cherish the fragile glass. The guilty dream and want wash over me, when I see that simple shaped stone.
I hold two letters, one from my dearest friend, that has seen me at my worse, sunk so far into depression, to the point of giving up on it all. An old yellowing love letter that I still hold onto, the first time I thought I was in love.
I hold highlighters that emphasize my words. To high-light the point and move head on.
I carry my grandma's ring by my heart each and every day. Re
Freedom wanted and loved
Longed and prayed for
What does it mean?
The right to vote?
The right to live?
When are we free?
Could we ever be free?
Stress, anger, envy, fear
We're never free
The right to think and speak
Is it an illusion?
Made to decieve?
Smiles in vain?
Hurt, pain, sorrow
What can we do?
Free as a bird
That bird gets shot...
I want to be free
Gravity let me go
Let me be
Sore off to the moon
No one could tell me if I'm
Bad or good
Perfect or imperfect
Reality so painful
Clouds and rushing air
So close I can touch a stair
So high up
I might come crashing down
Smiles, laughfter, giggles
Far away now
All at ounce
Reality crashes in
Pain all comes back
Laughfter seems so far
Emotions on a killing coaster
All fades...No just me
All thats left is the puddle of tears
That graviy holds.
Mermaid's Monologue For LoveI'm floating over where I should be standing
Fins are what I have, no feet for demanding
I dream about being touched upon my shoulders
As you let me know you are there
Why do I dream of love at such a young age?
Blush marks appear on my face
As I daydream about what you would provide for me
Embracing myself with arms crossing my waist
If only I could have a taste
Of the possible good things you may offer
For our relationship~
My hair tosses about in the oceans waves
The wind the earth would receive is different
Underneath the dirt and trees
My brown eyes filled with enthusiastic hope
My heart beats as if you've already arrived
Yet that is not so unto my eyes
As I hug myself, I picture you near me
My eyes close for sleepiness and wanting you
Wanting my love near my side
Before the Earth collects the ocean's tide
Blush marks redden more than usual
I open my eyes as I gaze at the moon
Before I drift off to sleep
To ease my high school conscience
Are you there to kiss my troubles each
Today's HoroscopeA tender smile forms upon his lips
as I laugh, trying to get the hair
out of my face.
He perks in enjoyment as I ask for help,
needing him to fix my seemingly
never ending predicaments.
All I notice when the sun blinds him
is the green specks that appear
with the brown nothingness in his eyes.
When we sing as a group,
I can hear his baritone sink in
even if he's miles away.
We've both been lonely a while,
I with empty promises and
he with absolutely nothing. Hopefully,
God will smile upon this friendship,
that Today's Horoscope said would
your namethree months from now, i'll look back on this and think
"i can't believe i ever wrote your name on my desk."
but until then, i'll keep scratching it in,
over and over,
until it makes a dent,
in my heart.
YouMy breaths will go, but I'll never let go of you,
You're the reason I live, you're the reason I flew,
I flew through my dreams and came to you,
You opened your arms and welcomed me too.
My eyesight will go, but I'll never stop looking at you,
You're the reason I smile, you're the reason I say,
You're the best thing for me, you're my drug for every day,
Life without you, is like the world blocked from the sun ray.
My senses will go, but I'll never stop hugging you,
You're the reason I'm warm, in your arms you cuddle me through,
Through the pain and hardships I had to bare,
Life without you here, is heartless in despair.
My soul will go, but I'll always be with you,
Right beside you, in your life's journey too,
Don't forget me, I have a piece of your heart,
I've attached it to mine, it's been there right from the start.
My Try At RomanceRoses are red
Violets are blue
What a wonderful smile
God drew for you
My blood is red
But on the inside blue
As your heart beat
My love only grew
Your blush is red
My eyes are blue
With a flash that
Gentle hue, my worries flew
Our lips are red
The sky is blue
Together with you
I feel not one pulse...
Brown Eyes Aren't BoringThe cigarette fog is clearing out
And all I see are unhappy people
So many unhappy people.
This weight is pulling me down.
Rest my head.
Baby all I see are those brown eyes.
Twinkling in this sunlight.
I never seen such beautiful eyes.
ForeverI know we can't be together now,
But I know we will be one day.
One day, we will be together.
Neither of us care how long we must wait,
For it will be well worth the wait.
Even if I must wait an eternity,
I will wait for you.
Nothing will stop me from doing so.
Even if I am unable to talk to you,
I will find the right moment to tell you,
As many times as I have to,
How much I love you and how much you mean to me.
Forever I will wait,
Until we can truly be together.
At a time where no one can and/or will look down at us.
You mean more to me than I can even imagine.
My hand continue to be held out,
So that you can hold it
When we finally can be together.
One day, we will truly be together.
I feel at home and cozy and warm and loved and--
I could go on and on and on and on and on--
I can feel my heart beating and warming my chest but--
No butterflies in my stomach just the fluttering of my heart when I--
I can feel my breath being taken away every time I--
When I'm with you
It Holds Me Back I want to see you.
I want to speak with you.
I want to so badly it hurts.
But there is something,
A force, that is holding me back.
I'm sure you know what it is,
For we have talked about it before.
They are there, holding me back,
Like the parents of Juliet.
You are my Romeo
And I am your Juliet.
Their power, using fear itself,
It is what's holding me back.
Please, my darling, anyone,
Bring the key to my release,
So that I may be free from this cage that traps me.
And the chains, which hold me back.
It holds me back, the force that has been around my whole life.
It claims that it's wanting to protect me,
But I have no need for protection.
Because I can make my own choices now.
And every touch from them, the love I feel is replaced with anger and betrayal.
Help, release me from the grasp of that which holds me back.
I don't want to be a bird in a cage anymore,
for I am able to leave the nest.
Release me from this heartache that I'm feeling here,
In the place where I have been raised wit
PuzzledLook at me look at you
We don't seem to fit
Like two puzzles hat aren't meant to be together
So why does the picture look good?
Am I the only one that sees it?
What do you think?
Does the picture look better without the different puzzles connected?
To me it looks good
It makes sense
It fits so well and the picture is beautiful
The fit is perfect
Your arms holding me
And me holding you is perfect enough for me
So the picture doesn't make sense
It fits because I'm in love with you
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